Yeah. No.

 Yeah. Today sucked. I found out some things I would have been better off not knowing- things that brought back ugly memories. Today I got made fun of. I guess in the state I'm in, it hurt a hell of a lot more than most insults I normally get. If it weren't for music, I'd be crying a shitload more than I am now. 

      At the moment, life is much more confusing and painful than I thought it would ever be. Unfortunately, I have a friend who is thinking of suicide, money problems, no support, and a bunch of other things wrong at the time. On the other hand, I have 2 people who are really nice to me, understanding, no-drama, and make me smile. Thank God for boys.