fml..T_T

Well, I never thought it'd all come down to that.
I'd been dreaming [literally] of the day it'd end up like this.


My dad saw my grades, he started screaming at me.
I started to have a panic attack, definetley the worst one of my life.
It was the straw that broke the camels back, I suppose.
So I told him to fuck off. 
Yep.
So now, my facebook is deleted, along with my formspring. 
Becauseee when I was having my panic attack, I started to have aton of trouble breathing, like out my mouth and nose, so I ran outside because I thought the cold air would help, then I passed out. 


Like, on the way down the stairs. The sky looked pissed, and I looked up at it and then next thing I know I was lying down on the stairs. I was breathing a little better though, which was a relief. 


So I walked back inside, and basically, like it never existed, BAM! My facebook is deleted. ^o_o^


So...Not the best day. Because I'm also grounded until summer, because my dad thought I was faking the panic attack and I was "acting childish"


I think I might sneak out tonight. I was about to run over to Nicoles when I was having the panic attack, but I knew my dad would kill me even more. 


Oh yeah. He's also going to throw this computer away. Or sell it. So, bye entertainment. I'll find a way to get back to you somehow...