Okay.

      Okay, so now you like her instead? That's fine, she needs it. But what? I've been partially confused my whole life with questions I cant really answer. It's breathtaking- in the bad way. The way that when you get hit really hard in the stomach and the air rushes from your lungs. Or the way that you try to hyperventilate to get a rush and you pass outinstead. I hate it.